yeap. stayed here till sunrise to study for exam, and have to be here until the next sunset before i can go home. dread going back to that cold, quiet home.
anyways, have been sitting here the entire night across this couple.. i dunno if the guy/girl has an exam later today or not. but one of them (the guy) certainly seem to be waiting for the other. THROUGH THE NIGHT! wat the hell… triggering my envy scale..
babe, i’m pretty sure you wouldnt do that eh? LOL
should i? or should i not?
getting a car, as we all know, is an expensive investment. even though the car itself might be cheap. but then, the maintenance, road tax, insurance, fuel, and so on and so for, would come in as hidden costs eventually. i mean, i dont know much about cars, thus there might be misconceptions about anything i know… however, based on wat i know, there’s wat i can say.
autumn’s here. and soon will winter be here. (although i think it already is considering how the temperature dropped drastically from 15 deg celcius to 5 deg celcius yesterday.) it’s cold and it turns dark at as early as 5.15pm. so wat happens when these 2 factors co-occur? i take the cab. (not that i dont when it’s not cold, but not as frequently… i guess…)
get out of house. “brr… cold” *calls cab*
after class, “whoa! so dark already?!” *calls cab*
after grocery shopping “too heavy” *calls cab*
so, technically, i’m taking AUD$24 worth of cab per day (if i do go out). thus, bringing me to this thought… should i get a cheap car over here that costs less than AUD$5000 and use it over the span of my degree and sell it? or should i continue taking a cab…
i mean, is it more economical for me to? especially when i have the tendency of heading back to singapore and spend about 2 to 3 months there over the summer, each year.
gosh… i would think that my parents wouldnt mind me having a car here since i’m alone in this city. but this city’s small. see, if i wanna go sydney.. it takes 3 hours to drive up. and only cost me about AUD$25 for a one way trip! plus, i get to sleep on the bus without having to worry about a kangaroo jumping into my way, me killing it and causing a dent in my car. but, if i were to have a car, and drive up to sydney.. yes, i’ll have the flexibility of driving up and down through the night/day without missing my bus ride back. but how bout the fuel charges, carpark fees, and time wasted on finding a car park space?
then again, cars allow me to explore places at my convenience. (which i was able to when i was chauffeured around by Victor Tan for shopping trips to Toronto. shopping malls that are otherwise inaccessible unless you’ve a car to bring you there.)
oh wat the hell…. gotta head back to study now.. took long enough to type this entry. exams early tomorrow MORNING! open book, yes. but the calculations!! which formula should i be using?
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wish me luck. and who’s in to wake me up at 8am (which means Thursday, 6am SINGAPORE time, and Wednesday, 6pm TORONTO CANADA time)?!?!?!?!
wish me luck people! it’ll be great if all of you attempt to call me! WAHAHAHA! (but then again… my Aussie’s number unknown to many!!! grr….
The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
‘Cause I’ll doze off safe and soundly
But I’ll miss your arms around me
I’d send a postcard to you dear
‘Cause I wish you were here
I’ll watch the night turn light blue
But it’s not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly
The silence isn’t so bad
Till I look at my hands and feel sad
‘Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly
I’ll find repose in new ways
Though I haven’t slept in two days
‘Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone
But drenched in vanilla twilight
I’ll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because when I think of you
I don’t feel so alone
I don’t feel so alone
I don’t feel so alone
As many times as I blink
I’ll think of you tonight
I’ll think of you tonight
When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I’ll taste the sky and feel alive again
And I’ll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won’t forget you
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past
I’ll whisper in your ear
Oh darling I wish you were here
i long for a man who will love me so deeply, and be proud of my company when i’m around him. who will be happy when i get along with his friends and family. who will tell me that i look wonderful when i make the effort to dress up nicely on our date. who will hold my hand while i’m wearing heels so that he’ll catch me when i fall. who will tell me he wants to take no one else but me to his ball with him. who will introduce me as his girlfriend with my arms around his. who will trust me with his treasured belongings and the way i do things. who will kiss me good night. who will smile at my silliness and laugh at my stupid jokes. who will listen to my incessant rants about life, but not give any solutions. who will find out what will make my cramps feel better and surprise me with what he bought. who will understand that i’m whiny and full of complaints because i care and depend on him so much, i’m afraid to lose him. who will understand that my insecurity stems from he being too nice and good-looking. who will support and stand by me, even through my craziest ventures. who will pick me up when i fall. who will hug me tightly as i cry, but still keep quiet until i complain, “arent you going to ask wat happened?”. who will…
there’s so many things to long for in a man.. and most would either be temporary or left unfulfilled at all. this song just says it all.. one of my all-time favourite!
i cant believe i slept the entire day away just like that.
slept at 6am this morning, and woke up at 1050am. stayed awake for about an hour or 2.. then went back to sleep and just woke up.
even after all that sleeping, i still feel tired. i’m happy somehow since my runny nose seem to have stopped with all these sleep. i’m probably gonna go back to sleep really soon again. *yawns*
boyfriends should not go on the phone keeping quiet. when questioned about why they’re keeping quiet
boys.. are you guilty of the following?
- your girlfriend calls you wanting to talk, but you tell her you’re busy. even though you’re chatting with another friend on msn.
- your girlfriend calls and all you do is keep quiet, expecting her to go on talking… since she’s the one who called.
- when you’re keeping quiet.. your girlfriend comments that, “hey, you’re not talking..”, but you reply, “i’m on the phone with you.. wat do you mean i’m not talking?” or “am i not talking to you now?”.. yea, right. for the moment only.
if you are… you boys are seriously dumb.
and you boys constantly complain about us, girls being demanding. that we always want to hog on the phone and no matter how long you guys spend on the phone with us, we’re still not happy.
it’s suppose to be a conversation. a conversation requires response no matter how redundant it is. it’s a two-way thing.
seriously. you’ll find us being all crazy when we get agitated with you when you want us to hang up, even though we barely spoke. albeit the long hours of phone hogging.
just wait. wait till one day we stop whining. start keeping quiet and telling you we’re busy all the time.
mom asked me a couple of days ago if i’ve a boyfriend in Canberra.
I told her “NO”. she doesnt seem to believe me.
but it’s really true though. i do not have a boyfriend in Canberra. Mom, you MUST believe me!
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